Akothee has said, I used to admire the girls dancing for Musa Juma ,there was one called AGGY. With very long legs and very beautiful girl, I loved her moves and the way she was winning her waist.
I loved watching dancing and listening to Limpopo international, I have no idea how I found myself on stage with Limpopo as a dancer.
Limpopo never came to Nyabisawa girls to advice me to have intimacy at 14 years have children as a child get married and start hustling. My parents don’t even know who Musa was , I was inspired by Yondo sister & soukous stars , they are not my Role Models ,they are my source of inspiration.
I am a fan they made me identify a talent which was hidden inside me. They brought the best out of me and ignored the rest . My dad is a musician yes ,but talent is inborn and can’t be inherited. My Dad and My mom are my Greatest Role Models & no one can take that away .
My parents pumped the importance of education and philanthropy into my head since Age Zero . The Akothee you see now even my own parents can’t figure her out. It was a shock to my mother see me like this , my mother prayed all kinds of prayers ,tried all her best to to nature me back to Church.
Well I left church and Joined the world because, when my marriage hit the Rock bottom. All our friends from church took my Exes sides and I was rejected and judged harshly, none of them reached out to me. I was left to die , when I reached out they felt like they are talking to a sinner who has just resurrected from Hell .
This hurt me soo much that I had to let go and look for a new circle of friends . I avoided going to church because most of the songs we used to sing with my children and their dad would trigger bad emotions, and since I never wanted my children to see my tears or my broken self.
I took them to big tree on the beach every Saturday,I knew it was wrong but I was not strong enough again I was very broke, but not so broke to provide for my children.
My children was and still is my source of inspiration,My childrens bills are my Alarms, they wake me up automaticaly. There are times in life I thought God had forgotten me.
When my Ex was doing well & getting married, I was all by myself with my 3 kids with Zero support from anyone,no education no defined job. People have moved on. My Exes second marriage hit Rick bottom too and now he is just like me. Don’t make my life Look like a mistake. Yes I repeat.
They should just learn from my mistakes ,never to follow my Parth ,my journey was messy with casualties . Separate the two and deal with your pain.
Talking to your children in schools doesn’t pay my bills , if it were not my passion to change lives with my story ,I have no business of even posting here .
by: WagsJ